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Thursday, October 26, 2006

its so darn B.O.R.I.N.G!!

waaa... i really hate long vacations. i dunnoe... i always want to be busy.
i always want my mind to be preoccupied. good thing my pc is fixed and the
internet connection is available... hehehe!

anyway, what i did today was i cleaned the whole haus. (ako lang magisa dito)
which made me a lot scared. nanuod pa kasi ako ng TXT e..
out of curiosity lang. sabe kasi nila maganda daw so me and my friends watched.
i must admit, it did SCARED the hell out of me. hehehe!

at the beginning of the movie, i want my meowchie to be like RAMON (oyo's character
in the movie). possessive. hahaha! but at the end of the movie... i decided na wag na lang.
nakakatakot. hehehe!

waaaa... lapit na pala all soul's day.. what are your plans?
well, kami, as usual.. were going at the cemetery to visit my dad.
i hope makasama si meowchie. we both lost our dads already so yun. tska wala lang.
gusto ko siya ipakilala sa dad ko. :)

haaaay... i need a life!!!!! :P

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Am i demented or am i disturbed?

you want revenge, but not really.

thats what you'll feel when the one you love betrays your trust.

youre afraid of karma.

but you dont want yourself looking stupid.

you both love each other...

but because of that love, youre hurting each other.

masochist? maybe....

you get tired. but you dont want to stop and rest.

well, thats the irony of it....

i admit, i am not numb like what i've said before.

i dont want to get hurt.

selfish i may be.... but thats the truth.

black or white?

lies or truth?

thats the only option.

sugar-coat whats bitter and everything will be better.

pretend.

be plastic.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Long time no post XD

Greetings Earth! XD

well well well.... ive been kinda busy (or busy busyhan) this past
few days....

exam week AKA hell week is fast approaching! blaaaaaaaaah!
i NEED to study. XD

errrhmm.. its meowchie's berday yesterday.
wawa nman chie ko walang handa
pero kahit ganun...
masaya pa rin..

kumaen kame ng ISAW... (yumyum) at C2 sabay tambay sa
court.. tapos ayun... kwentuhan.
kaso may sakit siya e...

waaaaaaaaa.....

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

Do you notice im gone?

Letters to You
FINCH

Can't you see
That I wanna be
There with open arms
It's empty tonight
And I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to
So far away?

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you
Aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping and
You're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to
So far away?

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

No more looking
I've found home

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I've gone away
I've gone away

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Monday, July 31, 2006

National COSPLAY Competition

wohoo! yesterday i attended the National Cosplay Competition
at Le Pavillion...

I met a lot of cosplayers. hehehe!
too bad BIJAN AND RICAH didnt catch up when theyre about
to ramp on stage. :c

anyhow, i MANAGE to get a lot of pix. but unfortunately,
i did not upload some of them.
(the one with ALODIA AND FAUS)

I personally think that ALODIA should'nt join
the NCC anymore cos she's already
shall i say.. .an "ICON" when it comes to
cosplaying. hehehe!

whew! enough of all the blah blahs... here's the pix. enjoy!

BIJAN AND ME.... AWWWWWTS! (finally!!)

me and LU:NA.. hehe

me and my YURI. :)

me (wtf?!)

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Friday, July 21, 2006

Nostalgia

Nababaliw na ang payaso...
at ang payaso ay ako.

weee.... sa wakas! tapos na ang hell week...
erhmm.. well, not really...
i still got reEd and part2 ng fili101. >__<

Dyos ko... naman... hehe...
i havent updated my blog for quite some time.
hehe.. busy kasi (busy- busyhan?!?) lol
anyway, erhm.. ayun.. nag-aral. waaaa....
sumakit ulo ko sa MOI! hahaha! pero ayos lang.

nung isang araw... hinalungkat ko yung baul ko.
andaming sulat! galing sa mga bespren ko...
at tropa nung highschool.

nabasa ko rin yung entries ko sa diary ko
(take note: 1st diary at 14 pages lang)
na mostly e puro tungkol sa mga kras ko.. hehee!
(uu.. madami na talaga akong mga kras! XD)
ayun... ang saya! na-miss ko tuloy ang kabataan ko.

napaisip tuloy ako...
buti pa nuon, napakasaya ng buhay ko.
hindi naman sa hindi ako masaya ngayon kaya lang
nung bata pa 'ko, mga simpleng bagay lang...
katulad ng pagngiti saken ng kras ko... e tuwang tuwa na ako!
parang nanalo sa lotto! "JACKPOT!"

HEHEHE!

pero ngayon, parang kahit gustuhin mong
magpaka-"happy go lucky"
o kahit di mo na sineseryoso, talagang seryoso ka na...
GETS NYO?! hoho!

ayun.. kasi iba na ngayon.
tatawanan ako (MALAMANG) ng mga tao kapag sa edad
kong ito e di pa ako magseryoso.
wakokok!

haaay! sarap maging bata!

anyway, galing ako sa bespren ko na si KATH.
ayun, kwentuhan... kulitan... hehehe!

nasabi niya saken na meron daw convention sa next sunday.
sa JULY 30 @ LE PAVILLION. yun yung NATIONAL COSPLAY COMPETITION
e syempre nandun si BIJAN. (vote nyo siya a!! heheh!)
e ayun... sabi sa ken ni JEC2 na sa july 30 din yung
gig ng sandwich....

huhuh!! anung pipiliin ko!?!?
COSPLAY o SANDWICH?!!?

hoho! parang pera o bayong a!XD

waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

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Monday, July 17, 2006

Paris

the way we are is just a movie sequence

damn it... i feel lazy studying. lol
but i NEED to.
LOL

anyway. . . i dont have classes today.
but we still need to finish our script in marketing.
awwwww...
SLOTH ATTACK! XD

dang! i forgot i still need to know my sched in
REED. hahaha! baka di aku makakuha ng exam!
nyahaha! tae.

haaay.. there's something na i feel tired...
i feel lazy about...

awww...

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

i've met the parents. XD / Sandwich @ SM Southmall

naku... nagulat ako kagabe at nakausap ko sa fone
ang mom ni Chie. hehe!
tas sabe saken ni Chie na pumunta aku sa bahay
nila bukas (NGAYON.)

at nakita ko na nga sila.
lahat. simula kay YEN hanggang kay LOLA.
hehehe.
ang saya. naku... kaya lang e nahihiya/natatakot ako.

syempre. baka di nila ako magustuhan.
(low self-esteem issues nanaman po. . .)
basta.. syempre gusto ko good impression
ang maibigay ko at hindi bad.

awww...

anyway. . . masaya naman.
feeling ko e lalu akong nanaba sa mga pinakain nila saken.
nakakahiya tuloy.
ang sarap ng picha. kahit di ko na kaya, dinagdagan
pa rin ni chie. hmp!

ay! bukod pala sa family e pinakilala
din aku ni chie sa mga tropa niya at kalaro sa
comp shop. hehehe!
ayos naman sila. . .

haaaaaaaaaay....
ang saya....
this is it.
sana....

*prays silently....*

hehehehe!

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<S>ugod mga kapatid!!

waaa.... i've failed to watch
<S>andwich at SM Southmall last saturday. (KAHAPON)

SYETE. di ko nakita ang aking peyborit
at kras na si MYRENE ACADEMIA.

huhuhu!

pero may peyktuyrs naman na galing sa aking
kapatid. naku... mabuti na lang at
pinadala ko ang aking "trusty" cam phone
sakanya. para may peyktur aku. XD

eto ang pix. . .
walang nakawan. XD

Ang magnakaw e isinusumpa kong
maging kamukha ng talampakan ko.

PERIOD NO ERASE.

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waa... myrene playing the bass guitar. T_T

fafa mong... waaaaaaaa!! soo kawaii! XD

M-Coy. hehe

si tatay raimund.

myrene. kawaii. hehehe!

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ang nilalang po na nasa peyktuyr ay hindi aku.
hahahah!
siya po ang aking kafatid.

watch out na lang kayo sa pic namen
KAPAG
nakapunta aku sa gig nila sa SM BACOOR.
bwahahah!

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Neon.

Your smile drives me freezing
Snow throws it away
You're the laughter in my silence
The crow that keeps me awake
Green towel less soft spoken
The thoughts you never knew
The lies and empty promises
I gave them all to you

How does it feel?
How is it that i can feel?
Coz i, i need to know

Coz i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your one ever
And i, i think it's shiny and blue
Like an instant see-through
Coz i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your one ever
Now everything is silent,
Everything is still without you near

Everything about you
The world was something new
And i was there at the open
Well just to be with you
But every time i see the shelter
Every time i walk away
You're the laughter in my silence
The call that feeds my day

How does it feel?
How is it that i can feel?
Coz i need to know

Coz i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your one ever
And i, i think it's shiny and blue
Like an instant see-through
Coz i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your one ever
Now everything is silent,
And everything is still without you near

And every time i see you passing by
I will stay here waiting for you
And i will talk to myself
On a lazy sunday afternoon
And i'll still say that prayer for you
I'll be your everything, god knows me
I'll try to be so perfect you'll see
But nothing can compare to you
Whatever lies out there

There's no one here
There's no one here

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Friday, July 14, 2006

procastination activate (anu daw?!)

waaaaaa.. tae! start nanaman ng part1 ng pinakamasarap
sa buhay estudyante. ang EXAMS!!

hehehe.. kanina... dapat e exams namen. 3 subjects. straight.
Mathematics of Investment, FILI101
(oo, ngayong 3rd year palang yan! >_<)
at BIOSCI. haaay!!
buti na lang at na-move ang exams sa BIOSCI at fili. pero nadagdagan!
Sarap diba!?

anyway, nagexam kame sa MOI. sarap. buti e may "stocked knowledge"
(kung meron! at kung TAMA! lol)
pa ako about dun. . .

nagtaka yung mga kachokaran ku sa anime clan kahapon. buti daw
at nakapagload na ako.
tae, di na nga aku marunong magtext e. hahaha!

waaaaaa.... anyway.. buti nasuspend ang klase nung thursday~
nakita ko si jayson... pero may bad na nangyare...

fast forward. (hehehe)

haay nako.... in other words... cramming nanaman.
sarap.
gusto ko talaga ng nagmamadali.
adrenaline rush.
nyahaha!